Thursday, 12 February 2009

yaye, yaye, yaye, i love my new _____ =D


sometimes it may be an easier way out, to go with the flow.
but, most of the time,
that is just the stupidest route to take.
shows your lack of backbone and opinions.
some may call it rebelling or trying to gain attention.
i call it standing up for your own thoughts and making them truly happen.
why should i conform?
why should i follow like a meek sheep?
i choose what's right for myself, i speak out to others when it's the time to do that.
take action, and things will happen for you.
but you only get what you deserve.
that includes opportunities and the way others treat you.


i'm not sure which uni i want to go to.
oh wait, first of all, let's assume i can get into a uni course that i want to study.

i had a dream in pri 5, something i never told anyone about i think.
i was standing in sch that day.
it was right beside njc.
and so i told myself, i'm going to study in njc next time.
but it never happened.
and another thing i told myself.
after studying in njc, i want to go nus.
i know, thinking so much, for just a pri 5 kid.
but still, kids dream big.
so now, i still want to go to nus.
but something keeps making me change my mind.
so it's either nus or ntu now.

one reason why ntu's another choice.
coz it's climbing ranks in the records.
i'm torn.
should i follow numbers or my dream?

and i want to study biz-accountancy.
he doesn't know that.
i want to be that kind of graduate and work at my mother's workplace.
he wants me to be a teacher.
coz it's stable.
but working in mas would be stable too right?
afterall, both jobs are under the civil servant category.
i dont know.
everything has to depend on my grades anyway.