wow, my mozilla browser looks prettier than my blog skin.
tsk tsk, what a disgrace my blog skin is.
ACK.
so ugly!

but anyway, back to my mozilla.
discovered a new function to it.
or maybe it's not so new, maybe they launched it years ago.
but i just found out how to use it 5 minutes ago.
mozilla browser lets people choose the skin they like for it!
cool-ness.
so i look look look and picked something pretty.
floating hearts are now in the background of the above portion of my browser.
WOO, nice.
and it's opaque at the parts where the file, edit buttons, etc., the website url area, and search engine box are.
my tabs are translucent.
loves it.

that's about it,
the boundaries of my IT skills.
sad, i know.
but doesn't matter!
not life or death.
ladida~

i forgot what i wanted to blog about.

oyah, now i rmb.

about me starting to sleep in lectures.

=x

and it's not the same reason as last time in jc lectures.

jc lectures was so boring it put me to sleep.

this time, the philo lecture wasn't boring,

but i still slept!

while xmas white beard mr was talking and making people laugh.

getting not enough sleep.

but it's not extreme (yet), 6.5 hours for the past two nights.

sigh.

hello dear friends,

i know i don't see you as much as you see each other.
and this is going to get worse as time passes.
but it's less within my control than the module's.

i'm tired of past back-stabs, flitting acquaintances, lack of people i can bond with.
you're the first few people i can actually speak openly to,
have common conversation topics with,
things i can relate to.
i'm learning to trust,
trust you with my troubles,
all i ask is you trust me with yours.
and not be the last to know, if i do get to know at all.

i don't want a group of people i just joke around with.
i want to be part of a group of people i can call 'close friends',
people to share jokes and troubles together.

i hope i'm not asking too much.
and i hope you see this.

when deep injury is done to us,
we never recover until we forgive,
forgiveness doesn't change the past,
but it does enlarge the future
-Mary Karen Read

sociology midterm left.

on this thursday,

still have time to study at a comfortable rate.

but i have been typing out my notes non-stop for 2 hours.

and i can't type properly now =x

18 more days to go.

this time, i'm feeling more numb than the brunei one.

guess that's a good thing.

won't go blind from crying too much then.

but i've got my 2 good friends =)

iris & shermin.

shermin and i are having an affair now.

heehee.

iris secretly wants to join in,

i can tell =D

threesome's a party, the more the merrier!

am going to camp at the airport on 30th to wait for his arrival.

yaye.

anybody want to join me in studying at macs on that night?

happy birthday, Royroy =)

come back soon =(

STRESS.

my green blog is really good for the eyes,

i realised.

yaye,

am pleased =D

OKAYYYY.

anyway,

am not sure whether this emotion i have right now is classified as 'stress'.

HMM.

but that's not important.

what's important is the content i'm memorising from the textbooks!

bye.