i'm not going to smile and pretend to be happy.
i'm not going to plaster a fake smile on my face.
call me selfish or plain brutal.
but you made a choice in the past.
and you chose the other way already from the very first day.
now you have to live with your choice and actions.
you cant just expect people to change just for you.
life doesnt work that way.
so, i'm not sorry, but you have to accept the way it is right now.

you cant just barge in.
you cant just kick people out.
i learnt it the hard way.
i've had my own experiences in this department.
you'll learn that this isn't the way things work.
you cant just barge in.


keeping yourself together is the only way.
there is no other option.
breaking down is not an alternative.
but maybe once in a while, we can rely on others.
will you be someone i can rely on?
i hope i'm someone my friends can rely on =)