i had a really sleepless night yesterday.
was thinking about it so much that i couldn't fall asleep.
tossed and turned from midnight till 1 plus.
and i had to wake up so bleeding early at 6.55 this morn.

i cant help but fret about it.
i really want it to happen.
i can't explain.
but i just know i'll be devastated if it happens the wrong way.
i'm praying superbly hard for it now.

hope i can sleep well tonight.