hello dear friends,

i know i don't see you as much as you see each other.
and this is going to get worse as time passes.
but it's less within my control than the module's.

i'm tired of past back-stabs, flitting acquaintances, lack of people i can bond with.
you're the first few people i can actually speak openly to,
have common conversation topics with,
things i can relate to.
i'm learning to trust,
trust you with my troubles,
all i ask is you trust me with yours.
and not be the last to know, if i do get to know at all.

i don't want a group of people i just joke around with.
i want to be part of a group of people i can call 'close friends',
people to share jokes and troubles together.

i hope i'm not asking too much.
and i hope you see this.