purple star

2010-03-29T20:53:00.000+08:00

i want one of this!!!
longchamp le pliage medium folding tote! :D

2010-03-14T19:20:00.002+08:00

i'm not sure,

but i think i love alice in wonderland.

really like how they turned the childhood story into a movie.

brings back the memory.

of being a child,

free,

innocent,

oblivious,

ignorant,

naive.

it's quite a nice show,

they added a part about dragons,

called the JABBERWOCKY,

so cute a name,

dont think it's part of the childhood version.

loves the cheshire cat!

and hatter's weird fudderwupping dance.

and seriously, the white queen should put her hands down.

2010-03-14T19:15:00.003+08:00

i wanna be smarter,

i wanna be prettier,

i wanna be confident,

i wanna be fashionable,

i wanna be slim forever,

i wanna be a blushing bride,

i wanna be free,

i wanna be loaded,

i wanna be worry-free,

i wanna be on a beach,

i wanna be soaking up the sun,

i wanna be sipping on tequila,

i wanna be anything,

but today's me.

2010-03-12T16:56:00.002+08:00

plastic surgery is such a big thing now!
so many models and stars doing plastic surgery to look better,
and many people doing plastic surgery to become models and stars.
i guess if you earn a lot, then it's no big money issue.

part of me is dreaming about plastic surgery.
AHA.
is jaw correction surgery for a bad bite considered plastic surgery?
got it from my dad,
hope my kids dont get it from me =S
if i had the money to do plastic surgery,
maybe i'll do boobs to B cup, sharper nose, jaw correction, eye bag and circles reduction, fats-at-upper thigh reduction and butt reduction (slight!).
that's IF i have money, hehe.

SIGH.
why aren't we born perfect.

2010-03-01T21:16:00.001+08:00

OMG GAAAA AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

so frustrating.

just wanna explode already.

DAMN YOU CALCULUS.

*sobs*

GRRRRRRR.

DAMN YOU.

this feels like philo all over again.

but at least philo was open-ended.

2010-02-25T21:46:00.001+08:00

i desperately need retail therapy!!!!

SO...

buy online or walk into retail shops?

or...

BOTH? =D

2010-02-17T17:10:00.000+08:00

ooo, there's a few looker in canada's figure skating olympic team, heehee.

2010-02-16T11:03:00.002+08:00

oh shit oh shit oh shit.

i have this HUGE ASS inertia to studying.

and starting on my sea essay.

CRAP.

GAAAAAAAAA.

seriously.

this cny/valentines holiday has been the WORST in the history of my quarter-life.

so far, cny has been financially rewarding.

but emotionally draining.

FML.

(since it's a festive season, it's FATT my life)

but anyway,

cny was like this:

cny eve reunion dinner-

father's sister: stephanie, where's your boyboy? [across the table when we were lou hei-ing!! oO]

me: oh, he's in chengdu [shouts across the table]

father's sister: HUH, WHERE'S CHENGDU? [noise gets louder]

me: IN CHINA.

father's first younger brother: OH, SO HE'S A CHINAMAN IS IT?

father's sister: YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT. WHAT CHINAMAN. IN CHINA THEN IT MEANS

CHINAMAN MEH. THEN IN MALAYSIA THAT MEANS MALAYMAN. [gives absurd look at her younger brother]

cny day 1 at mother's side-

mother's oldest sister: stephanie, why your boyboy never come?

me: oh, he's in chengdu [i know, no creativity in answer]

mother's 2nd sister: holiday ah?

mother: he went with family. they go overseas every cny.

guess i have to repeat this every cny from now onwards until the person in question turns up.

FMLTTM.

maybe i should tape record my answer down.

save me the saliva and oxygen of repeating myself.

and now it's back to studying, mugging, essay-writing.

GREAT.

can't wait for cny next year.

should be better i guess.

and sep briefing this thursday!

YAYE.

wait, nothing to get excited about yet.

OOO, i love raffles hotel.

the pinnacle of affluence, poshness, quality and class.

2010-02-11T15:56:00.001+08:00

YAYE.

take that, fuji apple!

i've conquered technology, hohoho.

grr, take up so much time.

but finally i can play bball on my pod.

2010-02-07T13:37:00.003+08:00

CNY is this sunday!

WOO~

loves cny -

pigging out,

~~stretching~~ exercising my arms when i receive angbaos,

dressing up,

meeting the relatives (which is a rare yearly occasion, max 2 times a year =x)

wonder where's the reunion dinner this year.

and i'll be having 2 cny dinners!

no prizes for guessing why.

anw i was thinking..

that if when i get my sep for year 2 sem 2,

i wont be able to go for the cny trip with his family next year.

but ohwells,

cny trips can happen many times in the future.

sep only happens once in a lifetime.

so it's sep at the top of the to-do list =D

finally got my hands on eyeliner yesterday.

tried on twice.

the first time was better than the second, AHA.

goodness me.

but i didnt put on so much,

so i didnt look like a distant-cousin of the racoon.

mugger steph logging off.

2010-02-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

time to kick aside all distractions and FOCUS!

me and the girls are going to apply for sep together =D

cool.

i hope i can get it.

please please please.

2010-02-01T09:26:00.000+08:00

just 3 weeks right.

i can do this.

i think.

i feel like a bursting marina barrage.

2010-01-30T09:19:00.002+08:00

i sat on the bus home yesterday,

thinking about lots of things.

and when the poly people got on at their stop,

it hit me that i'm in university already.

in 4 months' time,

i'll be 20.

i guess i'm having my quarter-life crisis.

and in 2 or 3 years' time,

i'll be a graduate.

and i thought to myself,

wow, that's the end of my life.

it's float or sink, girl.

but you have no choice,

only one path,

and that's to float.

no such thing as giving up.

damn you, printer.

damn you, gc.

spoilt, useless mechanisms.

2010-01-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

whee~

cooking was a success today.

the dish was spicy shrimp aglio olio.

our second recipe after the standard tomato-based spaghetti.

the end result was good.

though it looked abit like hokkien mee.

coz of the colour and the shrimps on it.

but anyway, the shrimps were yummy!

with a hint of lemon and loads of chili flakes and garlic mixed in.

YUM.

but i still have no idea why my face broke out in allergic reaction 2 hours after the lunch.

hmm.

but i still loved the pasta =)

2010-01-21T21:14:00.002+08:00

am getting a tad desperate to get my books for econs.

dont wanna resort to buying new books.

which can be a little steep in price =S

thank goodness i only have to get 3 books this sem.

but that's more than enough already.

if it's 5 books every sem,

and new books coz about $40 each at least,

every sem i'll have to spend $200 on books,

and over 8 semesters,

it'll be a grand total of $1600 spent on books.

i can use that money to get a spot on a tour group to taiwan again.

going ice-skating this sat!

wooo~

it's been long since the last time,

which was in sec 2 i think.

2010-01-14T18:05:00.002+08:00

am still thinking abt naraya.

can't believe i went to bkk,

and didn't bring home any naraya stuff,

coz i didn't see any naraya shop.

then now i realise that i could have googled naraya and gotten it's address.

oh wells,

there's always next time =D

next shopping location,

hongkong!

after coming back from bkk,

i dont feel like shopping in sg alr.

AHA.

tutorial balloting and timing arrangements are such a headache!

an even bigger headache than module bidding.

WALAO.

2009-12-29T12:56:00.002+08:00

finally, i have the motivation to blog again.

anyway, there's good news.

i got preallocated my 2 micro and macro econs mods!

guess it's not in high demand,

aha.

but it's really saving bid points for me.

YAYE.

2 econs mods at a total of 2 points.

this makes up for the waste of points i lost when i changed lecture group for soci last sem.

now i have plenty of points left for se1101e, ssa1201 and another mod i have not thought of yet.

what should i take for my last mod???

gems are expensive.

and i wanna take sth with the girls.

maybe i could try plopping my butt into the stats mod.

ok, just checked,

there's no way i can take stats.

exam clashes with my micro econs.

2009-11-30T18:52:00.002+08:00

yaye, final exam and semester 1 is over!

time flies.

no, time can't fly.

el students should know that one.

but i don't think i quoted it correctly.

fell super duper ill to the max yesterday.

just before my last paper today.

oh man, hope i get well quickly, cepat-cepat!

1st semester is done.

7 more semesters to go, sigh.

if only i could graduate now.

AHA.

sushi buffet on wed

and shopping on thurs!

whee.

2009-11-26T16:14:00.004+08:00

what the pong, it's freaking warm!

it must be about 35 degrees outside.

need cold air nowww.

hoho, hiding in the comforts of my cool abode.

went downstairs to buy food.

it was just 15 minutes in the open,

and i was starting to sweat.

mad to the max la.

what happened to all that raining and flooding just a few days ago??

i suspect one thing.

the rich people along bukit timah road must have bribed scientists to formulate some equipment to reduce rainfall.

tsk.

oh my tian ah.

i went to the window,

and noticed there was a burning smell.

2009-11-25T20:56:00.002+08:00

it's hari raya public holiday this friday!

whee, and the boyboy's coming out early this week =D

sigh,

i have a brand ~~new~~ old body thanks to this final exam period.

current record:

left shoulder ache, right shoulder ache [coz of the way i sit or the heavy books i carry in my bag]

right hip ache [coz of sitting for hours on end]

left ear painful [coz of wearing spectacles for studying and exam]

one more paper to freedom!

but have lotsa things to do after exams also.

super long list:

shopping with I, S,

running with I, S,

swimming with I, S,

read thailand guide book,

settle thailand trip with Jie,

watch my backlog of movies [heh heh],

taiwan trip with mum,

comm parade,

sell philo and soci books,

settle next sem's modules,

get next sem's econs books,

read up econs for next sem,

meetup with jc girls,

pre-christmas shopping!,

comm ball,

christmas activities,

post-christmas shopping!

2009-11-24T13:51:00.003+08:00

2 papers down!

2 more to go!

choo choo, gambate, choo choo.

oh man,

studying makes me bonkers.

miss my fellow piggy parts =(

and of coz the ~~black~~ big piggy.

tmw's econs paper.

monday's el paper.

choo choo.

2009-11-19T14:31:00.002+08:00

i don't even know what i should aim for this exam.

naturally, the ambitious wish is to get 5 A's.

A- also can.

but i don't even know my standard in the uni (it's not 'level' or 'cohort' anymore)

so how can i make a practical wish?

are wishes meant to be practical in the first place?

i don't know what's my competition like.

and knowing the competition is crucial.

as what Sun Tzu implied, you must know your enemy to defeat him.

maybe my enemy is not my fellow uni-mates.

maybe it's me.

2009-11-18T15:50:00.002+08:00

it's raining again.
ain't complaining, better than the being-baked-in-an-oven feeling.
anyway, i haven't stepped out of the house since monday night.
studying like no tomorrow (oh wait, i dont mind a 'no-tomorrow' scenario now, no exams, WHEE)
sitting for hours on end,
thus getting an expanded butt oO
woke up with a TERRIBLE back ache this morning.
and i have a perpetual shoulder ache on the right side.
can someone remind me what's all these for??
seriously.
MY GOSH.

2009-11-17T14:41:00.003+08:00

this saturday marks the first of my final exam papers.

my first time having a paper on saturday and it's at 9 in the MORNING.

slaps them.

but anyway, that paper's philo.

which i have no confidence in and no idea how to ace in it.

when i read the book, i feel like pulling it apart and passing it through my sister's shredder machine.

the machine is superbly convenient at just 2 metres away from my study table.

after that, my papers are on 24th - soci, 25th - econs and 30th - el.

feel super duper sianed this time round.

i've concluded that it's because he's not having exams while i am.

and thus he has much free time,

but i am tied to my studying.

so frustrating and it's pulling me in 2 directions.

but i must persevere!

after adversities, come enjoyment and abundant rewards, girl.

less than 2 more weeks to letting loose.

GAMBATE.

2009-11-13T15:24:00.003+08:00

YAYE, am finished and done with one module for the semester!

begone, bahasa =D

am so proud to say i survived through the semester for that module.

had much complains about it at the start.

but basically it was fun and quite similar to malay/english,

thus quite easy to learn.

but oral for language modules is scary!!!

not sure whether i want to put myself through that again =S

see how bah, depends on my bahasa grade.

now i must bia3 for the remaining 4 modules.

WHOO, how exciting.

but it's less than 3 weeks to the last paper, 30th nov!

all the way =)

it's been long since i last heard those 3 words, sad.

2009-11-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

sigh,

am still sick.

for 2 weeks alr.

2009-11-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

today was mostly a bad day.

got back three papers - bahasa, soci and el proj.

am not sure how my bahasa score fared against the cohort.

hopefully i scored above average.

soci was bad.

el, i have nothing to say about it, sadness.

today i really felt in the dumps.

and so, to uplift my spirits, purchasing things was the perfect solution!

HOHO.

now i've got my hands on my new handphone - a smartphone =D

windows os plus qwerty keyboard.

now my feelings have been neutralised.

so weird that i dont feel excited about my phone.

the dumpy feeling gets the blame.

2009-11-03T00:16:00.002+08:00

oh my, mac's mcspicy is the killa!
you get flamed when you eat it,
then you get flamed again a few hours later.
my first experience of the mcspicy.
*tears*
AHA.

2009-11-02T22:07:00.001+08:00

bad case of blues =(
i dont want to return to reality.

2009-10-18T21:38:00.003+08:00

wow, my mozilla browser looks prettier than my blog skin.
tsk tsk, what a disgrace my blog skin is.
ACK.
so ugly!

but anyway, back to my mozilla.
discovered a new function to it.
or maybe it's not so new, maybe they launched it years ago.
but i just found out how to use it 5 minutes ago.
mozilla browser lets people choose the skin they like for it!
cool-ness.
so i look look look and picked something pretty.
floating hearts are now in the background of the above portion of my browser.
WOO, nice.
and it's opaque at the parts where the file, edit buttons, etc., the website url area, and search engine box are.
my tabs are translucent.
loves it.

that's about it,
the boundaries of my IT skills.
sad, i know.
but doesn't matter!
not life or death.
ladida~

2009-10-16T19:16:00.002+08:00

i forgot what i wanted to blog about.

oyah, now i rmb.

about me starting to sleep in lectures.

and it's not the same reason as last time in jc lectures.

jc lectures was so boring it put me to sleep.

this time, the philo lecture wasn't boring,

but i still slept!

while xmas white beard mr was talking and making people laugh.

getting not enough sleep.

but it's not extreme (yet), 6.5 hours for the past two nights.

sigh.

2009-10-14T21:13:00.004+08:00

hello dear friends,

i know i don't see you as much as you see each other.
and this is going to get worse as time passes.
but it's less within my control than the module's.

i'm tired of past back-stabs, flitting acquaintances, lack of people i can bond with.
you're the first few people i can actually speak openly to,
have common conversation topics with,
things i can relate to.
i'm learning to trust,
trust you with my troubles,
all i ask is you trust me with yours.
and not be the last to know, if i do get to know at all.

i don't want a group of people i just joke around with.
i want to be part of a group of people i can call 'close friends',
people to share jokes and troubles together.

i hope i'm not asking too much.
and i hope you see this.

2009-10-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

when deep injury is done to us,
we never recover until we forgive,
forgiveness doesn't change the past,
but it does enlarge the future
-Mary Karen Read

2009-10-12T22:08:00.002+08:00

sociology midterm left.

on this thursday,

still have time to study at a comfortable rate.

but i have been typing out my notes non-stop for 2 hours.

and i can't type properly now =x

18 more days to go.

this time, i'm feeling more numb than the brunei one.

guess that's a good thing.

won't go blind from crying too much then.

but i've got my 2 good friends =)

iris & shermin.

shermin and i are having an affair now.

heehee.

iris secretly wants to join in,

i can tell =D

threesome's a party, the more the merrier!

am going to camp at the airport on 30th to wait for his arrival.

yaye.

anybody want to join me in studying at macs on that night?

2009-10-11T10:35:00.001+08:00

happy birthday, Royroy =)

come back soon =(

2009-10-01T22:09:00.002+08:00

STRESS.

my green blog is really good for the eyes,

i realised.

yaye,

am pleased =D

OKAYYYY.

anyway,

am not sure whether this emotion i have right now is classified as 'stress'.

HMM.

but that's not important.

what's important is the content i'm memorising from the textbooks!

bye.

2009-09-28T17:13:00.002+08:00

oh man,

4 upcoming mid terms:

bahasa, el, econs, soci.

luckily soci is one week after the others.

or i'll just die of lack of time.

am so not prepared AT ALL.

shoot me man.

SOBS =(((((

i have 1 week left to midterms.

and 9 chapters to finish for econs.

*pulls hair*

shoots, shouldn't have been complacent.

2009-09-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

eee,

i realised i dont like dresses that hug the hips.

coz my butt looks big in those.

2009-09-22T20:56:00.003+08:00

oh man,

OH MAN.

it's always such a headache to find a dress for formal dinners.

like ALWAYS.

i have no idea whether to wear my purple kimono-ish dress for sunday.

for a wedding dinner!

is that appropriate or not??

i dont have any other dresses already!!

superduper in need of SOS now.

stick on something!

it's so ironic, right now i have money to buy clothes, but no clothes for me to buy =x

so weird!

anyway,

i realised after these few weeks,

that i'm no longer such a last minute doer like in the past.

WOOHOO.

that's something that cheers me up.

i've been setting personal deadlines earlier than the official school deadline.

thus completing my term assignments way beforehand.

YAYE.

good job, steph =D

2009-09-15T18:18:00.004+08:00

i seriously need all kinds of therapy now!

maybe, except psychological therapy.

i need my retail therapy, boyfriend therapy, sleep therapy, massage therapy.

OH MAN.

ever since school started officially,

it's just been a choo choo train to our inevitable end.

completed my soci term assignment.

5 days before dateline, yaye, so proud of myself =D

and now there's philo term assignment draft,

which is 4-5 pages long.

shoots, i keep thinking it's 2-3 pages long.

BUT IT'S NOT.

shoot me yahh.

and that's just the draft.

the finalized assignment is 7-8 pages long.

just shoot me again man.

and besides philo term assignment.

there's english language group project.

phonological analysis of the HAWAIIAN language.

WHOO.

so exciting~

NOT.

have to write a 1000 word essay with the group.

but at least i like my group members.

whee.

gonna be good i guess.

soci reading is up to date.

philo reading is going to be up to date.

econs reading is lagging! =x

b.i. memorising is lagging! =xx

el is drowning me. =xxx

OH SHOOTS.

i can do this yahh.

read something from the soci textbook:

if you think negatively,

it's most likely that the negative thought will be realised eventually.

so, i must think that i can succeed in my studies!

and something from the philo textbook:

to succeed, be friends with your textbook.

i realised when iris and shermin graduate as official psychologists,

i can get FREE TREATMENT.

just like how i'm benefitting from my sis's medical knowledge now.

woohoo.

AHA.

i'm seriously so piao-ah-piao.

ok,

i think this is sufficient to resurrect my blog.

sigh.

till later,

bye!

2009-08-29T14:51:00.002+08:00

gaa,

i hate tutorials that i go alone for.

like for soci and the three bahasa slots.

soci and one of the bahasa slot aren't that bad.

coz i've made new friends in those.

but the other 2 slots are so not fun at all.

lucky iris.

she has og people in all her tutorial slots.

so lonely to go for tutorial by oneself.

ANW,

it's less than 16 hours till R set foot on sg soil.

WOOHOO.

am so excited.

tmw's going to be an eating day.

can predict that i'll be super fatter after this weekend.

plus i'm skipping monday's exercise session with iris and shermin.

UH-OH.

[note to self; a glottal stop]

oh man, i'm becoming a nerd.

but can't help it!

mid terms are in october.

and final exams are in late november.

that's in less than 3 months.

then it's end of semester holidays!

WTF,

I HATE LAB1201, PERIOD.

THE STUPID INFORMASI PROYEK PDF FILE IS BULL SHIT.

GIVE THE WRONG INSTRUCTIONS.

AND MADE ME LOSE OUT ON THE FIRST COME FIRST SERVED SYSTEM.

NOT ONLY THAT,

WENT TO THE CHATROOM TO ASK FOR THE LINK.

AND SOME IDIOT GUY GAVE ME ANOTHER WEBSITE.

WTF.

CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SEMESTER TO BE OVER.

2009-08-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

nus's be a runway model!

BUT how to join with my 26may knees!

all in all,

i'm quite pleased with my timetable.

monday's a free day =D

BUT there's no lunch break for friday.

it's a lesson marathon from 10-12, 12-2 then 2-4.

MADNESS.

i hope i won't shrink in size.

but iris and shermin will be bringing me food at 2.

WOOHOO.

pig parts unite!

2009-08-19T09:10:00.003+08:00

ok, i'm getting less pissed with the nus system.

my appeal got through yesterday!

woohoo.

so efficient,

point up for them.

right now i'm just waiting for a suitable tutorial slot to change to.

like playing stock market.

SIAN.

dont want to be sitting here all day! =S

2009-08-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

wth wth wth wth wth!!!

I HATE NUS CORS SYSTEM FULL STOP.

how how how.

pissed off and upset at the same time.

how how how.

i want him back here with me.

so upsetting.

2009-08-17T12:22:00.000+08:00

14 more days till the 30th of august.
one week has been over and done with.
yaye =)
2 more weeks left.
hang in there!

and it's also past the first week of lectures.
next week, tutorial commences.
and hopefully we get our first choice tutorial slots.
so far, my monday will be a free day.
but no reason for rejoicing i guess.
free days are mugging days!

philo gem is very interesting.
what i discovered after reading the textbook.
the beginning is all about how socrates thinks he is wiser than everyone else.
and his speeches are quite humorous.
how can anyone be this thick skinned??

but any-oh-how.
i'm going to work hard.
and plan my time properly.
lectures, tutorials, homework, time with og, cca, meeting R.
being busy is actually quite satisfying =)

2009-08-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

yaye!
am using the new google chrome now.
and it's fantabulous!~
super cool and easy to use.
my gosh, what an innovation.
=D

tmw is arts bash!
woohoo.
am super duper uber excited about it.
planning to ignore the supposed ongoing pageant tmw night.
and have our own boogie area.
lalala,
what's that,
you're getting a bad impression,
ask me if i care,
oh wait, hmm, nopes, i dont care.

gonna partaye with my fellow piggy parts!
=D
head and trotters, tail and snout~

2009-08-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

can't believe i got pulled to step into zouk today for the supposed mambo thingy at 11.
a few of the guys spent hours persuading the girls to go.
and finally at the last minute,
me and eliza agreed.
!@#$%^&*!
reached zouk about 10.20.
and the only good thing about going was the foc ladies night.
otherwise you chop my head off and use it as a seat,
i also wont budge.
stayed inside there for about 5 to 10 minutes tops.
took some photos with the guys,
then zao-ed already.
zero intention of staying any longer.
sorry, people.

saturday night,
we'll have our own private boogie area!
=D

2009-08-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

there's no nice shows on the telly these days.
not that i have time to watch.
but a few entertaining ones wouldn't hurt.

when i cry myself to sleep every night now.

2009-08-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

today is day 4 of orientation.
it's so fun!
and ytd's stayover in school was madness.
had night games till 10/11 plus.
then went for supper around 1am.
had half a nasi lemak rice plate and teh tarik.
htht for some time,
then went back to sleeping area.
but sleeping was so not the agenda.
played games and htht some more.
till about 4plus am.
then htht some more with pighead and pigtail! =)
till 5 plus am.
didn't feel sleepy, prolly coz of the teh tarik.
one should NOT drink teh tarik at 1 am.
BAD DECISION.
but i wasn't thinking straight already by then anyway.
had to wake up at 7 am for flag day this morning.
so it was just 2 hours or less amount of sleep.
wow.
my shortest record so far.

and today's flag day was so eventful.
went getting money at tp.
then popped down to dhoby for movie.
hangover is such a crude show.
NOT for girls who are not open minded.
by any-oh-how,
i slept through half the show,
coz the chair was so comfy,
and pighead's sleeping bag was oh so squishy and soft.

then went to eat ben & jerry's uber big tub of 20 flavor ice cream scoops!
fantastic.
and everyone was just contributing saliva like no tomorrow.
but it was nice.
og bonding!

and so now,
i have still not gone to bed.
it's been more than a day since my last proper sleep.
yea man!

2009-07-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

omg, wth.
the cors system and oweek programme is driving me crazy.
will decide tmw what to do for thurs.

2009-07-25T13:24:00.001+08:00

i'd rather do nothing and be happy,
than do something that i don't like and be miserable.

2009-07-24T11:15:00.003+08:00

yaye!
it's FRIDAY =D
which means the last day of my very boring week.
and the day before my ever-exciting weekend.

watched up sometime during the week.
not as funny as previous animated movies.
and this one was superbly unrealistic.

2009-07-23T11:28:00.003+08:00

last night,
i dreamt of eugie, my family and 2 bees/wasps.
looked more like wasps to me.
it was 2 separate dreams actually.
the first one being me and eugie going to a toilet after some movie.
strange.
and the toilet was so dirty.
but the dirt disappeared halfway when i was inside.
and i was barefoot!
oO
the second dream being me and my family chasing 2 wasps out of the house through the kitchen window.
and i kept spraying insect repellent at it the whole time.
but someone told me the wasps would chase after the person spraying at it.

empty.
i wake up to an empty house everyday.

2009-07-22T21:00:00.003+08:00

there's something wrong with my blogger website.
the box i'm typing in is so small.

anyway,
now that i've realised i can post,
i have 2 urges.
one is to keep shrimps.
and maybe eat them when they become bigger.
or maybe not, since that's so sadistic.
and the other urge is to lie on the beach of sentosa for a few hours.
so that the deadly rays of the sun will up my probability of getting skin cancer.
see,
that's why i said the moon should not move off the sun.
oh, the wonders of total solar eclipses.
i'm still wondering why some people think it's a bad omen.

and i'm still contemplating about a shopping spree right before the gss officially ends.
cue the wailing and sobbing.
thinking of breaking the bank just this one time.
for a good cause right??
BIG GRIN.
this is the last week i can carry out a proper shopping spree.
the next one will be in december.
if i can keep to my resolution.
GRABS HAIR.
should i or should i not have a shopping spree this week???????

2009-07-22T15:44:00.001+08:00

my goodness,
i'm getting quite pissed right now.
and i seriously think she's trying to starve me.
i mean,
don't get me wrong,
i'm grateful for her offering to buy my lunch.
and even though i said at 1.30pm that i'm not hungry then,
it's already 3.45pm,
and any living soul would get hungry in that approximate 2 hours.
thank you for nothing.

2009-07-22T13:23:00.006+08:00

today there was a total solar eclipse.
and i woke up at 8 am specially for it.
am proud of my achievement,
given that 10/11 am is my usual hour of peeking open my peepers.

not that sg's getting any 'total',
we were supposed to have 'partial'.
it was dark out the window,
and i thought the solar eclipse was getting ahead of itself.
but turns out it was just dark cumulonimbus clouds,
waiting to unleash its many little droplets of h20 mixed with acidic contents.

and so i turned on the telly to ch u.
watched the live telecast from china.
can't believe i put myself to listening to rapid chinese spoken with a curly tongue early in the morning.
but come to think of it,
with all that poisonous smog layer over there,
who can see the total solar eclipse,
let alone the sun??
shall give them credit for trying.

at about 9.30am,
india had the first experience of the total solar eclipse.
but they didn't have street lights.
so it was moon moving over sun,
moving,
moving,
moving,
taking its own sweet time,
moving,
then poof!
total darkness in the live feed.
except for the circular rim of light up above,
it was just black plus cheering/screaming/chanting from the people near the cameraman.

things were better when it happened in china.
at least we could see the host and the locals.
thanks to the wonder of streetlighting and thomas edison.

japan was supposed to have the longest total solar eclipse,
at about 6 mins 30 secs.

so the moon covered the sun.
and turns out,
the duration that the moon takes to move off the sun completely is about 1 to 2 hours.
oh my, yes, BIG GROAN.
no way was i staying awake till 11am for that.
the moon can stay over the sun for all i care.
then it wont be so warm in sg,
YAYE.

wow,
the next total solar eclipse will be in year 2132.
hope i'll live long enough to see it.
any tips for longevity?
i'll need to survive the next 123 years.

2009-07-20T13:05:00.002+08:00

i wanna go horseback riding.
missed the very pleasant experience in new zealand.
it wont be the same here in sg.
there's no cooling wind,
no natural soft grass,
no acres of land,
unlike over there.
but it wont hurt to try riding in sg.
the few places in sg looks just a tad appealing.
shall look it up sometime.

i hate Hate HATE NS.
but i'm glad to say we're 1 and a half years left to its champagne-worthy end.
=D
can't wait for the commission ball this year end also.
maybe i should get that gorgeous black zipped toga dress for the ball.
but not sure whether it's posh enough.
and, and, and, school exams are probably this year end too.
from what i read before.
hope it doesn't clash with the ball.
what a downer.

2009-07-17T18:49:00.002+08:00

come to think of it,
it has been a long holiday.
and not much meet ups with friends.
SIGH.
it's been a long while since i heard anybody calling me by my name.

and i discovered something about myself.
that maybe i'm scared of strangers.
as what my sis told me once before.
and sometimes i'm afraid of meeting friends one-on-one.

wondering how the camp will turn out.

2009-07-14T20:43:00.003+08:00

i've given up watching my korean dramas.
too troublesome to watch finish.
heh.
plus there's only 3 weeks left till school opens.

new phase,
new school,
new friends,
(not-really-)new subjects.
WHEE.
at least there's one part i'm comfortable with.
econs lessons!

just got a new lappie.
but it's not in the colour i want.
and it's a tad on the heavy side.
not sure whether i'll use it for school tho.
but i guess i might as well accept the exercise i'm getting while lugging it around.
if i use this lappie,
then i shall get pretty accessories for it.
but i will still get pretty accessories even if i get another lappie.
=D

i love your rabbits.
so cute
=D

watched gu gu the cat on saturday.
and the story's not totally about the cat anyway.
so it was kinda slow,
but meaningful all the same.

2009-07-06T15:01:00.003+08:00

went for the nus medical check up this morning.
and i took a freaking 1.5 hours to get there.
but coz of the major jam on the pie.
ARGH.
got my height and weight taken.
whee, i'm still 1.63m,
never shrink!
=D
and my weight dropped to 44.8kg.
didn't know bumming in front of the com can make people lose weight.
can forget about relying on the atkin's diet, southbeach diet, fat flush diet and other what-nots.
those dont work!
just use the bumming diet.
hehe.

2009-07-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

i am going to dig out the korean food outlets at bukit timah.
yaye,
i have a short term goal in life now.
how exciting.

tonight was supposed to be durian night.
with super ex but supposedly nice durian from balestier.
but it was not mine to be.
oh wells.

2009-07-03T12:49:00.000+08:00

wa, shoots,
i have no idea how to go uhc.
think i'll get lost on monday.
GAA.
or last resort,
take cab.

2009-07-02T14:19:00.002+08:00

hello! miss completed =D
sweet spy now.
heehee.
dennis oh is so cute!!!
HEHE.

2009-06-29T15:34:00.001+08:00

bong bong bong.
my life is getting mundane again.
i'm rotting,
and getting a tad flabby.
AHHH.
=S

2009-06-25T16:36:00.002+08:00

hehehehehe hee.
'hello! miss' is so funny.
i've stopped watching 1% of anything at ep 19.
not nice at all.
hello! miss is nicer.
but their lead guys are hopeless.
one looks so old,
one looks like a cute alien.
but the girls are better.
the lead girl acted in that fake girl-cousin show before.
and the supporting actress has such obvious plastic surgery done.
and music is important in dramas.

2009-06-24T10:13:00.003+08:00

AHH.
i got woken up by an attacking yellow snake nightmare!

wonder what it means,
oO

i realised,
that besides spiders,
i'm scared of snakes too.
GAA.

2009-06-23T13:48:00.003+08:00

the dog in the unit opposite my kitchen's is so NOISY.
yapping yapping the whole day.
maybe i should throw a meat slab over.
if my aiming is THAT good.

transformers is coming out this wednesday!
whee.
an additional thing for me to look forward to.
=D

2009-06-22T10:48:00.002+08:00

yhello, my blog,
i've missed you.
yhello, my korean drama,
hm, i've no idea how to say i've missed you in korean.
yhello, my missing readers,
i've missed you.

I'M BACK.
=D

this weekend has been fabulous.
social night on friday.
pubbing at clarke quay from 11 plus to 2 plus.
vodka orange jug and some slightly strong concoction of alcohol!
whee.
my first stay over at R's place.
=D
sleeping at 4am.
slacking on saturday.
playing a stress-inducing racing game on xbox.
satisfying my chicky wing obsession.
note to self:
abstain from chicky wing this monday and tuesday!
fried chicky wing,
you ji chicky meat.
YUM.

and our boys have re-entered army barricading gates again.
congrats to WZ for making it to OCS.
boys,
hang on in there!
i cant believe our protection is safeguarded by the boys from class.
there's this huge leap of faith in between.
hehe.
SHHH.
but anyway,
fact is still fact,
we girls depend on them for our safety!
lalala,
i'm spouting logical rubbish so early in the morning.

2009-06-17T16:08:00.002+08:00

today i did some exercise.
i walked from the bus stop after the salvation army.
and i'm glad to say,
i did not pass out on the way home,
despite a lack of lunch.
cheng gong!
=D

2009-06-15T22:11:00.003+08:00

some people show off,
some people get busy,
some people throw their frustrations and stress on others,
when they get busy.

i have gotten my hands on a dress.
and it looks exactly like the one worn by the lead actress in 1% of anything.
it's nice,
i love it,
but it's not mine =(

2009-06-15T22:06:00.001+08:00

gaa.
i almost died of pain yesterday.
x.x

2009-06-13T13:50:00.001+08:00

okey,
i tried learning the FF piece:
Ending theme final fantasy x
and i must say,
my first attempt was quite tragic,
a car crash resemblance.
gaa.

2009-06-13T13:07:00.000+08:00

netbooks or laptops??
am waiting for the comex fair
=D
meanwhile,
shall do my homework for it first.

2009-06-13T12:49:00.002+08:00

sat the circle line for the first time today.
WHEE.
only took 5 minutes to get to serangoon.
am excited at that notion.
but not very relevant to me,
unless i go to the northeast often.

YAYE.
my photocard driving licence has arrived!
or rather,
the receipt stating that delivery was unsuccessful has arrived at my doorstep.
hmph.
arrived just 55 minutes after i left the house.
ohwells,
nevermind,
monday, it shall be within my grasp!
=DD

2009-06-12T11:46:00.001+08:00

netbook, Netbook, NETBOOK! =D

2009-06-12T11:40:00.002+08:00

now,
i keep feeling like there's people stalking me whenever i step out of my house.

and i had a nightmare last night.
about a stalker outside a ski lodge that my fam was holidaying in.
and the stalker turned killer.
something along the lines of 'house of wax' and 'halloween resurrection'.

and i had to cancel my plans to go out today.
this is so frustrating.
half traumatized,
half angry.

2009-06-12T11:37:00.002+08:00

ahern's where rainbows end is such a BORING BOOK.
gosh.
waste my book-borrowing space.
woke up this morning.
decided to read the book.
and it was so boring.
i almost fell back to sleep.

2009-06-11T20:53:00.001+08:00

my parting is balding!
ahhhhhhh.

2009-06-11T16:55:00.002+08:00

went hunting for a suitable one.
bought one.
but feeling so empty now.
even though it was on discount,
still doesnt cheer me up.
i dont know why.
dont think the one i bought is formal enough.
oh wells.
i'll be looking through someone else's armoire.
hope to find one suitable.

i am going to stop spending on apparels.
full stop.
unable to derive a speck of satisfaction.
maybe coz my armoire is bursting.
and i end up feeling like i wasted money.

final fantasy songs are so difficult to play.
maybe that's why it sounds so nice.
and that's why my fingers get twisted all over the keys.

geum jan di delivered a really nice sad song/piano piece at gu jun pyo's birthday formal.
trying to find that piece.

2009-06-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh.
i heart the pool scene of the last episode!
ahhhhh.
heart times ten.
so touching.

2009-06-09T22:28:00.004+08:00

omg.
omfg.
i feel so violated.
outrage of modesty.
invasion of privacy.
it's an epitome of stalker behaviour.
outright display of creepiness.

the doctor told me today that he followed me for the days that i reported to work.
pervert!
oO
=S
EW.
sick.
gross.
weird.
i was like WTH,
told him i wont be working at the clinic anymore.
omg.
disgusting.

people,
please steer way clear of the following place.
Dentijoy Dental Surgery
94 Lorong 4 Toa Payoh #01-28, Singapore 310094
Dr Ng Hak Sain.
DO NOT PATRONIZE THAT CLINIC.
this is for your safety, wellbeing, your own good.
dont say i didn't warn you.
it's not safe there.

thank goodness i decided not to check my teeth there.
dont know what else might happen,
when i am stuck immobile on the dental chair,
with the doctor sitting right behind the only door.

2009-06-09T11:39:00.000+08:00

ehmagawd.
i've got goldfish eyes!
and i dont even know what made my eyes swell.
=S

2009-06-08T14:40:00.001+08:00

sigh, this is such a time where i wish i was in tv shows or movies.
if i'm supposed to be in a gown,
i'll get a gown that's made to measure.

2009-06-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

yaye.
my hair atop my head is growing.
can gradually bid au revoir to the octopus hair style.
damn you, be gone!

i dont know how long i'll last.
hanging till the string snaps.
with a fervent prayer.

omo.
use honey as a facial?
are we talking top grade A-type,
or pore-eating lousy grade honey.
give me the former any day.
the latter will just erode your face.
ew,
too gross to imagine that.

2009-06-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

hohohoho.
i got my hands on the links to the websites!
abundance of korean dramas there!
woohoo.
so excited.
shall watch drama after drama,
and brush up on my korean.

2009-06-06T21:00:00.001+08:00

muahahahaha.
i got my hands on where rainbows end.

2009-06-06T20:42:00.003+08:00

there's crazy people at sbs!
oO oO oO
two episodes in ONE DAY.
omo [k].

FIRST;
was at amk hub to top up my card.
went to line up for the add-value machine near the bus stands.
and there was this super loud employee who was helping the lady before me.
"yao kao yun qi ah!
ru guo ni de yun qi bu hao jiu top bu liao card la!"
CRAZY.
since when does topping up your ezlink depend on LUCK???
there's something in the world called a MALFUNCTIONING add-value machine.

SECOND;
was on the 88 bus home from tp after dinner.
my card got scanned by the machine ALREADY.
and the bus driver said 'xiao jie, zai scan'.
which was weird, coz i saw him saw me scan.
so i slammed my wallet against the machine.
and HOHO,
the screen said 'ENTRY OK'.
then when i got off the bus later,
the machine scanned both my blue ezlink and the adult ezlink,
made that red loud sound,
but immediately showed a yellow ok one.
walked off the bus,
went off to the lights in front of the bus,
and the same driver was giving me this ugly look.
CRAZY.
so me, being me,
returned his favour with an equal (but i looked better =D) one.

2009-06-05T11:32:00.002+08:00

pumpkin!
pineapple!

clubmarc online store has free shipping & handling for above USD 60!

must curb spending.

2009-06-04T14:26:00.002+08:00

i'm so lazy to exercise!
it's like i can't find the will power to move my ass from the bed in the mornings.
today is the third day i've skipped my supposed swimming sessions.
shall attempt to swim tmw.
but always have this nagging excuse at the back of my head.
heh.
that i need to be home to wait for the postman.

2009-06-03T12:19:00.001+08:00

LOL.
episode 6 is so funny!

2009-05-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

OMT,

"
Recieving much attention for her role as part of the villainous trio in KBS ‘Boys Over Flowers,’ actress Jung Ja Yeon stuns everyone by committing suicide in her home on the 7th.
"

2009-05-28T22:31:00.003+08:00

my gosh.
bitch much?
the bitch calling the girl 'bitch'.
i swear,
wine is thicker than blood.
take that.
in your face.
nobody deserves to have a sister like her.

ANW,
cant wait for my driving licence.
it's going to arrive one month from yesterday!
used my so-called gua fu picture.
as my mother calls it.

shopping for clothes excessively is so child's play/trivial/yesteryear.
but still, shopping for clothes, period, is fine by any standards =)
right now,
i have my eyes set on higher sights.
in two words:
vroom vroom.
you read that right.
i'm aiming to get my hands on my very own 4 wheeler that's ALLOWED ON ROADS.
*big grins*
not sure what brand to get.
but any-oh-how,
i've launched my car fund.
got one-tenth of the total already.
WHEE.

ambition is the (car) key to success.

2009-05-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

GAA.
i cant stand copy cats.
it's like ruby g. copying mac a.
so irritating.
but wait, imitation is the best form of flattery.
i should take her in stride then.

2009-05-27T22:08:00.003+08:00

guess i'll be blogging more often (like 5 or more new posts daily) these next few weeks.
coz i have NOTHING MUCH to do.

1) borrow story books from library
2) job at clinic [double triple quadraple ACK]
3) beauty sleep
4) korean dramas

2009-05-27T21:56:00.002+08:00

GSS GSS GSS!

actually i dont really like big-scale sales.
it's so frustrating.
have to squeeze with other people.
ACK.
my first and most likely last sale was the crocs sale.
amazed myself even.

give me private, exclusive sales yeah!
got a few on my list alr =D
SHH (super hush hush).

2009-05-27T21:51:00.001+08:00

1) email verification from f21 [shipment's on its way!]
2) qualified driving licence!
3) yummy goodwood park hotel durian cake!

i feel so blessed.

2009-05-27T21:15:00.005+08:00

i spy with my little eye,
a familiar army green plastic bag.
that looks like goodwood park hotel's signature colour!

goodwood park hotel's legendary durian cake!
=D
YUM.

it's good to have you birthday smack in the midst of the durian festival at goodwood park.
=D

2009-05-27T16:57:00.003+08:00

YAYE.
i feel SO liberated!
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST.
=D =D =D

but there were 2 glitches.
i did the entire circuit without having fully locked doors.
and my directional change was so crooked.

but WHO CARES.
i passed, i passed, i passed!
=D
hehehehehehehehe.

and then i realised something,
i'll have nothing else, besides my tri-weekly job, to do for the rest of my 2 remaining uber-free months.
WOW.
that's taking liberation to a whole new level.

any-oh-hows,
i can drive ANY car now.
manual, auto, toy car,
you name it.
those with 4 wheels, that is.
WHEE.

my life is PERFECT now.
=D

2009-05-26T16:35:00.000+08:00

yaye
had a good driving session today
pray it continues on tmw!

2009-05-26T11:13:00.000+08:00

my dad thinks the dentist is gay.
i'm starting to suspect so too
oO